I'm having a very blah day. I'm beginning to feel stagnant at this current stage in my life. I have a lot of things going on right now, but none of them are going as fast as I would like for them to. I'll be 6 months sober on Saturday. I have a 2nd interview with the owner of the company I interviewed with earlier this week. I have 4 different offers for a place to live after I complete treatment, if I complete it.
Where I am, the travel radius is only 10 miles in all directions. The place that I would be working is 20 miles away. If I get the job, I would have to put someone out by coming to pick me up and take me to work and gas is starting to climb again due to the holidays. I don't have the money to pay for people's gas and all that until I get a job. Good ol' Catch 22 goin' on here.
The four different offers include two sober living houses; one across the street from where I am now and one in the neighborhood I lived in before I came to treatment; moving back to where I used to live, and moving in with a friend that has offered me a place and a ride to work as long as I help out when I start getting positive cashflow.
There are other financial barriers that I have to cross before I can get back to where I was on May 30th, but all of that will fix itself once I get this job. That being said, can y'all keep an eye out for a decent used car with a low monthly payment?
P.S. - It's really weird to write out such long posts now. I feel like they don't belong on Facebook, but on a blog site or something like that. This is an example of the weird shit that goes through my brain. Insight.
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