Now that you've had some backstory, I'm going to copy some of my posts on facebook so that you'll know where my head is now that I've been in treatment. This post is from November 5th:

Life is pretty great right now. I've been sober 5 months and 5 days as of today. I'm still in treatment, and plan to stay here as long as I can. I'm afraid to be on my own right now. Job hunt begins tomorrow!

I wrote in my journal a lot between that post and this one from November 13th:

I have an interview next Tuesday for a high paying position. This is literally a gift from my Higher Power because I have applied countless times before and never got a call. This time I had a recruiter contact me to set everything up. Everyone keep your fingers crossed for me!

Also, I'm finally getting my meds fixed on Monday. I can't tell you how happy this makes me.

This just goes to show you that if you keep doing that next right thing doors that were once closed will open and invite you in with open arms.

I plan on making a few posts from my journal at some point, but I don't want to take up too much computer time from my peers. This is going to be in bits and pieces until I get out of treatment and back on my own.