This is where my plans for after treatment start to take shape. Some pretty cool stuff here...
I got to see my shrink today. He was supportive of my progress so far. He told me that my doctor left and referred me to an "addictionologist" they have on staff. I've have to go to a different shrink too. I'm going to miss my shrink.
I met a new friend yesterday. She and I have a lot in common from what we've talked about. We talked on the phone for an hour last night. I don't do that. We also texted most of the day before that. She lives here in Byram and owes me a box of oatmeal.
I know I have an issue with relationships. I always have, but I'm doing my best to slow down. My shrink told me to slow down too. Heh. I've always gone with instant gratification and been burned 99.9% of the time. I've learned quite a bit of patience while in treatment, but I know I have a shit ton more to learn before I'm able to have patience in all situations.
I have an interview with a major cable provider to work in their retention department. I'm super nervous about it. I've put it in the hands of my Higher Power, so I know the outcome is already decided. I had to shave my goatee and sideburns for the interview, so now I feel naked. It seems I always have to give up No Shave November every year for one reason or another. I keep telling myself that it's just hair and it'll grown back. I've almost come to terms with it.
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